to last a lifetime.

loveliesss,this may not be the glammest photo we have tgt,but it's the most recent that 3 of us are in): we're gonna take more tmr!swearswear.and this friendship will last a lifetime.i love you<3

IM SO BORED.I REALLY WANT SCHOOL TO START NOW.omg.then at least i'll have smth to occupy my brain with.i hate lazing around!& i cant exercise 24/7, my body would just break down and i'll die.

hmmm,had the weirdest dream last night:/ HAHAHA.so hilarious.

no matter how hard i fight for it,i know that it's not gonna happen.and i feel completely demoralized,hopeless.what's the point of trying,and trying,when it all boils down to nothing at all.i just lose all the motivation in me,when i see how bias you are.and how you already have in mind a perfect plan on everything,and that plan,i doubt,includes me.

so sometimes i just cry,because crying makes me feel better and it allows me to stand up again,feeling stronger and ready to fight for the things that really mean a hell lot to me.

oh god,these things just keep getting into me.this was ttly what i was worried about.can i accept that fact.can i just stand aside and not do anything about it.i thought i could.but i realised now that,i cant.

MOOD:BORED.

SIGHH.IM SLACKING AROUND EVERYDAY.i just go to school,die of boredom there,go out for lunch/try canteen food,go home,gym(sometimes) or train(if there's trng), eat dinner,go on the computer till like 12am.and then SLEEP.and wake up at 6am.AND THE ENTIRE CYCLE REPEATS ITSELF.

omg seriously,JIP is a waste of my timeeee.SIGHSIGHSIGHSIGHSIGHSIGH.i need to THINK of what im gonna do TODAY.cos FB is boring me out too,youtube(i finished watching my shows alrrrr).SIGHHHH.okay i should learn to be like mel and read a book.BUT WHAT BOOK.ayeeeeeee.okay.

I WANT TO WATCH DEARJOHN DAYUMMM.

5TH FEB!

DEAR JOHN DEAR JOHN DEAR JOHN!