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Name: cheryl
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Tuesday, June 08, 2010

The last dance.

This is gonna be the last post(for real!) hahaha.IVE OFFICIALLY MOVED.ask my personally(:


Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Reality. it can be quite hard to accept at times.i shouldnt be affected.i know i shouldnt be, but why am i feeling so? it wasnt mine to begin with, so it was just lucky that i had a chance. so i should be thankful(: yes i should. things just keep crumbling down these few days and i dont really know how to react to it. i cant breakdown, i cant.i need to have some resillience in me i guess. if i keep breaking down at every obstacle in my life, then that's really stupid. yups, but i guess things can be quite hard at times. i feel relatively lost today, and quite disappointed, quite thankful. it's like a mix of all kinds of emotions. i cant really describe it well:/

anyhows, school's been reallyreallyreally busy and work has been mounting up. i feel like i have this endless pile of work to complete and there isnt enough time at all! it SUCKS. and i should stop bugging myself with these unimportant stuff and get my act together and start studying.SERIOUSLY.

on the other hand,im just feeling so pumped up for season i cant study): and after season, i dont know what im going to do. i'll probably have another wave of emotions- this time probably helplessness.

yeapps.and i keep believing that im gonna screw up everything, and the lack of motivation to do stuff does scare me a little now.i just want to sleep, and relax, in a land far far away(haha sounds like shrek), and never wake up for a really really really long time(sounds like sleeping beauty heh) i guess im just leaving in my own fantasy again, as usual. back to reality.

time check:

2 days to season, next week GP cts, RPROJ, ccal camp.3 weeks of HORRID CATCHING UP OF SCH WORK/REVISION, and then i have more CTs.

MEANWHILE, there's PW to conquer, workshops to attend for rproj, and LOTS of chem makeup classes to do since ive missed countless lectures and tutorials. dear God, am i even going to survive this.

okayyy that's about it.on a side note,i do owe alot of ppl presents. from Lex, to mel to tongz.... a never ending list.so much to do, so little time.in fact, no time.

i should really get out of here, plug in my ear pieces and get cracking:/


Monday, April 05, 2010

I THOUGHT YOU'VE CHANGED,but i guess not.

you're still as freaking biased as you were towards Ian many years back.He never gets scolded for any SHIT THINGS he does wrong,and i'm always the one getting the blame.WHAT IS FREAKING WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU.I'M YOUNGER YOU KNOW.F it.stop treating me as if im the older one and i'm suppose to be responsible for EVERYTHING.from all the minor things to those major stuff,he NEVER EVER GETS SCOLDED BECAUSE YOU'RE SO FREAKING SCARED THAT HE'LL LEAVE THE HOUSE AND NEVER COME BACK.SO WHAT NOW,just because you THINK i dont have the GUTS to do it you can just scold me the way you like it.THEN YOU'RE FREAKING WRONG.I'm just showing you the minimal respect that You deserve.so STOP being so biased.I CANT BELIEVE THAT THROUGH THIS YEARS YOU HAVE NOT CHANGED.i thought you did,i thought you tried.but i guess i was wrong.perhaps i was too hopeful.but now i know.


Saturday, April 03, 2010

TODAY is the day tht i just DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING.im sure everyone has days like this.i feel SLOPPY.and TIRED.and just veryveryveryvery LAZY.to top it off,i just CANT SEEM TO STOP EATING today.everything is just NICE and TEMPTING.what's wrong with me.sucks.i have not studied this whole 4 day brea!after tennis sleepover at hanren's house(MEGA BIG HSE+ATTIC),i went back home,started ATTEMPTING pw,failed.overslept the next morning cos i set my alarm wrongly.so yea.was ALMOST late for trng.came back feeling tired again.eh i dont even knw what im typing.i feel like im rambling.yeaaa.so here i am,facing the com and facebooking.THIS PW THING IS ANNOYING ME.and tests just keep coming and i feel obliged to study for it.this ttly sucks.season's coming,i'm super unfit.i can't do this): oh god.k.i shld go sleep.no work for today.work stops tmr(yea right).i want my good good good sleep.my complexion is getting from bad to worse.this suckssss)):

on a side note,i miss sleepover):


Sunday, March 21, 2010

Is this the limit?

Today was such a disappointment.



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