Alrightttt.im back to blogging now(: hahaha.IT'S TOO BORING.HAHA.went out with yeen(THAT JOKE).can you believe it.we were on the phone,discussing where to meet in orchard,ONLY TO REALISE SHE WAS JUST BESIDE ME.hahahahaha.funny la.kay.today was really nothing but just EAT,EAT and EATTTTT.omg i swear vivo is the last place to go in this entire universe.SO MANY NICE FOOD.itchy mouths.just cant stop munching.EVERYTHING LOOKS GOOD.from marche to haagen daaz to starbucks.HAHAHA.we even contemplated on going down to sentosa!:]

this is what i called CHEAP THRILL.

hahaha yes.okay.after that we head down to the stadium.hhahaha.and yeaa.done for the day.OHOHOH.AND FRIENDSHIP RINGS.ZOMG PRETTTYYY.I LOVE IT SUPER MUCHHHH.HAHAHAHAHA.it's pweetyyyyy:D

hahaha.then had trng.felt like shit.i dont know how im going to play well tmr.sigh.can you imagine TRAINING FOR A TRAINING?! what in the world... seriously.what is this?! probably this would be unwanted pressure and stress on myself.i dont know.hahahaha.sigh.got scolded for being stupid and thinking abt such useless stuff.haha.oh well.i cant help it right.i mean.YEA.

anyhows.AUTUMN'S CONCERTO FTW!OMGOMGOMGOMGGGGG.EPISODE 9 AIRING IN TAIWAN TODAY.MEANS TOMORROW I CAN WATCH IT<3

EEEEE.LOVE THE SHOW,.HAHAHA.IM PAINTING MY ROOM TOMORROW.HEHEHE.ALL BY MYSELF.WISH ME LUCK:D

Where do i go from now?

HELLOOOO.i have not blogged in ages.hahaha.and im not sure if i would continue blogging anymore.and im not sure if im going to delete this blog.arghhh.hahaha.kay anyway.O's are over,im feeling happy(: vietnam was awesome(FOR SHOPPINGGGGG)hahaha.all the bargaining and fake stuff.haha i likeee:D [P.S, mel and yeen,we'll go there tgt to shop yeaaa!] hahaha.

anyhows,had trng at rj on wed.the people there are really nice and friendly(: haha.but somehow i didnt feel very happy during trng.hahaha.i have not been trng and i cant really hit the ball and all.double faults and all.sigh,not fantastic.yeaa.i was told to keep trng.and was being chided once or twice.ayeee.not a nice feeling.physical was terror,i have not done physical in ages omg.almost died.my legs hurt(till now) and i hopehopehope there's no physical on monday.hahaha.everyone's super good in rj la,and i feel the pressure to work even harder to prove my worth there(sucksss).mmhh.it's not easy i guess.sigh.and i hope i dont regret my decision of going there.haha.i mean,it's too late to do anything la.

i was just reflecting last night on how much tennis has impacted my life, and like..how much further am i going to train for it.yuppp.and i was just wondering if i have already reached my limit for it.getting into combined schools was just like a dream come true,really.starting off in sec1,and reaching where i am today,this has to be the limit,no? haha.and perhaps pushing further would get me nowhere.there are really really good tennis players everywhere,and of course,many that have lots of potential.so where do i even stand amongst all these people.haha.so anyhows,came up with a few decisions.haha.still pondering over it though.hehe.

kayyy.going off now.this blog post has no purpose.im just blogging all my thoughts.hahah.CANT WAIT FOR XMASSSSSS<3 hahaha.and congrats dearling hahaha BETTER CHANGE YOUR STATUS AR!

JUST DO IT.

yes.JUST DO IT.oh god.i seriously need to get my BUTT down.and START STUDYING.and STOPPPPPP watching sappy korean dramas.SHEESHHHHH.whatts upp with meee mannn.argh.pissing.

ANYHOWS.ms hu's wedding was awesome.CONGRATSSSS(: hahahaha.we still must have our picnic!

WTH.SERIOUSLY.WTH.I CANT BELIEVE IM SO STUPID.

THEN I MIGHT AS WELL NOT STUDY COS THE RESULT WILL EVENTUALLY STILL BE THE SAME.

argh.im so bloody pissed at myself.i keep screwing up BIG EXAMS and doing better for smaller tests which equals to the wrong focus of stuff.and that SUCKSSSS.i swear it suckssss.F im so pissed.

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep

OKAY WHATEVER.i have to get out of this fairytale mode.it's not going to do me any good.SIGH.wthhh.

anyway.today's SUPER STRESSFUL swearswearswear.ive never felt so.UHHH.stressed before?HAHA.NOT REALLY.i dont know.just super suffocating today.I DIDNT EVEN STUDY PROPERLY FOR EMATH.WTH!

okay.i shall TRY to wake up at 4am which is insanely impossible cos im SUPER tired.ARGHHHHHH.whats wrong with me.i need focussss): and determination.

and i OBVIOUSLY cant get messed up with relationships now.